The days are tiring and annoying, anxiety fills my body. Did I get it? I don't know. That is what has been getting on my nerves for the time being. Hehe... I am confident that I could get the Job but then luck has a lot to do with it. Hopefully luck is on my side.
What If it isn't? Then, I will do it all over again and start from the bottom. And this time I will do everything with the utmost perfect way... *sigh* I just hope I could get it. I don't like doing things twice or three times... Shietz...
What has been happening in my life so far? Since that day I have been at home and doing nothing. Apart from training and praying for the best. Seems like I can't stop hoping... I really really really want this job eh. That makes me sound desperate doesn't that? :) Actually I am determined to get this job with every effort that I have in my Body... I don't know how to explain it but thats exactly the way I feel.
Where do I expect to be in 5 years time? I expect to be working and having a stable life. I do not know whether I will have a partner but I do know that I will become the person alot of girls would want to be with. Hahahahaha~ dat makes me sound so vain, But I guess thats the truth. Hehe... Hopefully this is what I will have. A new Car (sports car- namely the Toyota Supra), alot of cool gadgets and things that could make even the new generation envious ... Hahaha... I hope. :P
I am just funkily tired. Sorry if I have been blabbing about stupid stuff but thats what have been going through my mind. *sigh* I needed to release my thoughts so that I don't go crazy... Oh well I guess thats all for now. I will see you guys in the near future. Keep me updated. :)
posted at 3:15 PM by Retrogade: Ikizawa 912.
